I would have had 50 days sober had I not chose to blow it. But now I’m back to day three. So being inspired by the pop star Kesha…. “I got my sober hot pants on and up, and no you don’t wanna mess with us, got jesus on my necklace!” Lol…anyhow sober blog read pretty much all day. Can you read too much…idk but I just can’t worry about that addiction:-)! I pretty much am tired of thinking of drinking…thanks Belle! I want to think about exercise, healthy foods, cleaning, being a good/fun interactive mom. I don’t want to think of my vacation on the 17th or that I signed up for the 100 day challenge in which not one drop may be consumed. I would love it, God, if you could erase all thoughts of alcohol. Like it doesn’t even exist. Wouldn’t that be freaking ass dandy? Ugh why me? Why do I have to have this crap filled relationship with stupid booze? Well if everything happens for a reason, what is the damn reason?
Enough whining, I’m just tired from working three 12 hour shifts. One more to go…so not today….today I will go home, snuggle the babies, watch some tv and go to sleep!