I wanted a glass of wine sooooooooo bad. I was so irritated with my hubby. I mean like I could have socked him. I was tired, grumpy, overwhelmed. I thought about it for two hours. So I picked my dog up from the vet, after a $518 dollar bill I couldn’t afford, and called my bff on the way home. She told me I would not throw away my sobriety for one day of irritation and stress. I got home poured myself some sparkling mineral water in my wine glass, sat by my pond as my kids swam. I ate like four chocolates and four pieces of taffy, along with my dinner and the rest of my son’s peanut butter and jelly. Omg I’m going to be a whale if I can’t manage days like these without food. I could lose about 15 lbs and be perfect. I’m skinny fat I guess you could say. When I drank I would never allow candy or other caloric beverages because the wine was the trade off. I need to exercise….just one more thing I have to do on the list.
Ok done whining. I have a day to accomplish….please lord let today be better, help me to be calm and centered on my tasks…and help me to not be angered or irritated easily. One day at a time….deep breath……ahhhhhhhhhh!
This woman, Joyce Meyer, is amazing. She is the only person I can relate to….love love love her!